playball !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ~~~~
hope you all the best in your 47th age ^^ sorry that I can't give you any presents, I'll make sure to buy it at your 50th !! <333
and happy birthday for lowlyfruit  xDDD hope you all the best too !! will waiting for you to return. I miss your fic D:

ok, today, as you all know, is the first day Arashi 5 X 10 in Kokuritsu. too bad, too bad I can't watch them. the first problem is,,, I don't have the money. and I don't have the ticket. and tho I have both of them, I don't think my parent will give me permission. go across the sea by myself, in this fasting month. to be honest, I'm really sad. RLY RLY SAD. but, oh well. for you who able to watch them, CONGRATULATIONS GUYS ! enjoy the show ! and write some stage report ufufu. and me, I just hope the concert will doing fine. I hope the weather is nice, and they don't have any mistakes. I hope Nino won't fall again >_> like he did in kokuritsu.

oh, and did you know how to get Rp 6.000.000 in one and a half month ??? aaa seriously, this Bulcup - a sport event that held by my school- thing is pretty tired. just collect 1.000/person everyday was tiring. But I want our Bulcup to be a success !! yeah !! YEAY !!

currently reading flat now, its a supercute comic ~~~ akkun >_> <33333333333333333333333333333333333

 
Happy Birthday
Ninomiya Kazunari  :)

My teacher said, "Will you encouraging your friend ? it seems she is depressed every after our session.". He said that it's bad if she still in this state, because later in college, we have to do something by ourself, so we have to have confidence in our self. I'd like to told her about that from a long time, but I just don't know how to say it. I  kinda a straight-forward person and sometimes my sharp tounge do it action unconciously.
roughly, i just wanna say " BELIEVE IN YOURSELF MORE!". In my POV, its like she is not satisfied wth what she's got, or what she's done. and she does/takes everything seriously. I ts good to take it serious, but, why so serious ? I' m a laid back person, so I dont like/ dont know for being serious. I like your hardwork-ness you have that i can't beat you, but, just.... argh. well just enjoy everything you did. Make it fun even tough its hard.
everybody have their weak parts, you, me. If you dont like it, you just have to covered it with all you might. you can cover it with any ability you have.
for me, I'm such a lazy ass, don't like study, don't like anything, didn't like being rush  out, hate any trouble. I know its hard, but I just let it go with fun. Hard thing will be more harder if you take it hard. smile and what hard become easy :)

That's how the feeling of wanting to try wins out over the fear
Even if I think it's impossible to win, it's harder to aim for being second best. Because I won't understand my true strengths or how satisfied I can be with something unless I aim to win at least once."

those senteces encourage me much. I want to encourage you too so we can enjoy our time more :) .

btw. it said by ninomiya kazunari in More:june'09.(credits to   aeslis  for translate the article ^^ )
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ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYY.. FINAL EXAMS IS UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aw man, this is so irritatting :(. we do physics and history today, well SURPRISINGLY, the physics have much theory that i dont understand any.of.them. the history's question make me MOAR SURPRISED. graa.
tomorrow is biology and TIK, hope i can do well !!