playball !

garh. and today, there was a storm!! wow, and my house went black out that I couldn't study. tho the hell physics is waiting for me tomorrow. tsk, organa pipe is such a pain in the butt!

today too, half of my house went black out about 5 times. short connection.

*hit physics book again*

and today we got Bahasa and Physics. like I used to, I'm super weak at bahasa, tho its my first languange >_> the fact and opinion things was rly similar ~ but, I rly did it with my own. no cheating. even I didn't turn my head around. yeah xD
and for physics, there was 7 quests, and the last number was exactly the same with the last number of exercise I did last nite!! woo hoo!! kak rahman you're the best!! and for the rest, I think I did pretty well. I already did my best and not regret it. and again,,, without cheating~ nyeh nyeh. but I told my friend about my answer, it's ok rite? well, lets just think that xD lol

tomorrow, is the climax of this exams, but not the last day.  we got History and Math. the history was killing my brain for sure, too much to remember!! and math. sigh, I don't feel like it. maybe I'll pass tomorrow exams?? let's see. for the sake of tomorrow, I won't update my f-list for today. I won't update one manga, youtube, e-mail, anything. WISH ME LUCK !!!!!!!! I rly need that Dx

huff, ok so the exams started today, we got Islam education ( agama ) and chemist.
thanks that it went smoothly. but for chemist... aaa I doubt it. I did my best tho, so lets just hope it turns out well !!!! for the last number.. how can a mass being negative ?!?!? make it a bonus please~ lol

and we got biology, MY WEAKNESS !! I think I will open my book from.... sunday. aaa so lazy~

I can't wait for my invitation to be done~ if she's creative, it will turn out like what I want. one done, another one ???

now, I am omegle-ing. it was so lol. the first time I know there was a site like that. talk to strangers !

howdy ???

final exams day two wasn't that smooth -_- biology is such a pain it teh butt.

tomorrow is math. I'm.so.damn.lazy.to.even.read.the.book.

wish me luck for tomorrow, ok ?

btw, I amaze tourai voice !!!! its sooooo soothing :)

My teacher said, "Will you encouraging your friend ? it seems she is depressed every after our session.". He said that it's bad if she still in this state, because later in college, we have to do something by ourself, so we have to have confidence in our self. I'd like to told her about that from a long time, but I just don't know how to say it. I  kinda a straight-forward person and sometimes my sharp tounge do it action unconciously.
roughly, i just wanna say " BELIEVE IN YOURSELF MORE!". In my POV, its like she is not satisfied wth what she's got, or what she's done. and she does/takes everything seriously. I ts good to take it serious, but, why so serious ? I' m a laid back person, so I dont like/ dont know for being serious. I like your hardwork-ness you have that i can't beat you, but, just.... argh. well just enjoy everything you did. Make it fun even tough its hard.
everybody have their weak parts, you, me. If you dont like it, you just have to covered it with all you might. you can cover it with any ability you have.
for me, I'm such a lazy ass, don't like study, don't like anything, didn't like being rush  out, hate any trouble. I know its hard, but I just let it go with fun. Hard thing will be more harder if you take it hard. smile and what hard become easy :)

That's how the feeling of wanting to try wins out over the fear
Even if I think it's impossible to win, it's harder to aim for being second best. Because I won't understand my true strengths or how satisfied I can be with something unless I aim to win at least once."

those senteces encourage me much. I want to encourage you too so we can enjoy our time more :) .

btw. it said by ninomiya kazunari in More:june'09.(credits to   aeslis  for translate the article ^^ )
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ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYY.. FINAL EXAMS IS UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aw man, this is so irritatting :(. we do physics and history today, well SURPRISINGLY, the physics have much theory that i dont understand any.of.them. the history's question make me MOAR SURPRISED. graa.
tomorrow is biology and TIK, hope i can do well !!